ترجمه آهنگ Ashley از Halsey

[ѕααяeη]

[Verse 1: Halsey]

Standing now, in the mirror that I built myself
ﺍﻻ‌ﻥ ﺍﯾﺴﺘﺎﺩﻡ ﻣﻘﺎﺑﻞ ﺁﯾﻨﻪ ﺍﯼ ﮐﻪ ﺧﻮﺩﻣﻮ ﺗﻮﺵ ﺳﺎﺧﺘﻢ

And I can't remember why the decision wasn't mine
ﻭ ﻧﻤﯿﺘﻮﻧﻢ ﺑﻪ ﯾﺎﺩ ﺑﯿﺎﺭ ﮐﻪ ﭼﺮﺍ ﺗﺼﻤﯿﻤﺶ ﻣﺎﻟﻪ ﺧﻮﺩﻡ ﻧﺒﻮﺩ

But it seems I'm only clingin' to an idea now
ﺍﻣﺎ ﺑﻪ ﻧﻈﺮ ﻣﯿﺎﺩ ﮐﻪ ﻣﻦ ﭼﺴﺒﯿﺪﻡ ﺑﻪ ﯾﮏ ﺍﯾﺪﻩ

Took my heart and sold it out to a vision that I wrote myself
ﻗﻠﺒﻤﻮ ﺑﺮﺩﺍﺷﺘﻢ ﻭ ﺑﺎ ﺧﯿﺎﻟﯽ ﮐﻪ ﺧﻮﺩﻡ ﻧﻮﺷﺘﻢ ﻣﻌﺎﻣﻠﻪ ﮐﺮﺩﻡ

And I don't wanna be somebody in America just fighting the hysteria
ﻭ ﻧﻤﯿﺨﻮﺍﻡ ﮐﺴﯽ ﺑﺎﺷﻢ ﮐﻪ ﺳﺎﮐﻦ ﺁﻣﺮﯾﮑﺎﺳﺖ ﻭ ﺩﺍﺭﻩ ﺑﺎ ﺣﻤﻠﻪ ﻫﺎﯼ ﻋﺼﺒﯽ ﻣﺒﺎﺭﺯﻩ ﻣﯿﮑﻨﻪ

I only wanna die someday
ﻣﻨﻢ ﯾﻪ ﺭﻭﺯﯼ ﻣﯿﺨﻮﺍﻡ ﺑﻤﯿﺮﻡ

[Chorus: Halsey]

Someday, someday, when I burst into flames
ﯾﻪ ﺭﻭﺯﯼ، ﯾﻪ ﺭﻭﺯﯼ، ﻭﻗﺘﯽ ﺩﺭ ﻣﯿﺎﻥ ﺷﻌﻠﻪ ﻫﺎ ﻣﻨﻔﺠﺮ ﺷﺪﻡ

I'll leave you the dust, my love
ﻣﻦ ﺑﺮﺍﯼ ﺗﻮ ﺧﺎﮐﺴﺘﺮ ﺑﻪ ﺟﺎ ﻣﯿﺬﺍﺭﻡ ﻋﺸﻘﻢ

Hope a bit of it'll be enough to help remember the
ﺍﻣﯿﺪﻭﺍﺭﻡ ﯾﻪ ﺫﺭﻩ ﺍﺯ ﺍﻭﻥ ﮐﺎﻓﯽ ﺑﺎﺷﻪ ﺗﺎ ﺑﻬﺖ ﮐﻤﮏ ﮐﻨﻪ ﮐﻪ ﺑﻪ ﯾﺎﺩ ﺑﯿﺎﺭﯼ

Days when we came to this place
ﺭﻭﺯﺍﯾﯽ ﺭﻭ ﮐﻪ ﻣﺎ ﺑﻪ ﺍﯾﻨﺠﺎ ﻣﯿﻮﻣﺪﯾﻢ

I told you I'd spill my guts, I left you to clean it up
ﻣﻦ ﺑﻬﺖ ﮔﻔﺘﻢ ﻣﯿﺨﻮﺍﻡ ﻫﻤﻪ ﭼﯿﺰ ﺭﺍﺟﺐ ﺧﻮﺩﻣﻮ ﻓﺎﺵ ﮐﻨﻢ، ﺗﻮ ﺭﻭ ﺗﺮﮎ ﮐﺮﺩﻡ ﺗﺎ ﺟﻤﺸﻮﻥ ﮐﻨﯽ

I'm bursting out of the
ﻣﻦ ﺩﺍﺭﻡ ﻣﻨﻔﺠﺮ ﻣﯿﺸﻢ

[Verse 2: Halsey]

Seems like now it's impossible to work this out
ﺍﻧﮕﺎﺭ ﺍﺯ ﭘﺲ ﺍﯾﻦ ﯾﮑﯽ ﺑﺮ ﺍﻭﻣﺪﻥ ﻏﯿﺮﻣﻤﮑﻨﻪ

I'm so committed to an old ghost town
ﻣﻦ ﺑﻪ ﯾﮏ ﺷﻬﺮ ﻗﺪﯾﻤﯽ ﻣﺘﺮﻭﮎ ﻭﺍﺑﺴﺘﻪ ﺷﺪﻡ

Is it really that strange if I always wanna change?
ﺁﯾﺎ ﺍﯾﻦ ﺧﯿﻠﯽ ﻋﺠﯿﺒﻪ ﺍﮔﻪ ﻣﻦ ﻫﻤﯿﺸﻪ ﺑﺨﻮﺍﻡ ﻋﻮﺽ ﺑﺸﻢ؟

And if only the time and space between us wasn't lonely
ﻭ ﺍﮔﻪ ﺯﻣﺎﻥ ﻭ ﻓﺎﺻﻠﻪ ﺑﯿﻦ ﻣﺎ ﺗﻨﻬﺎﯾﯽ ﻧﺒﻮﺩ

I'd disintegrate into a thousand pieces
ﻣﻦ ﺗﺎ ﺍﻻ‌ﻥ ﺑﻪ ﻫﺰﺍﺭ ﺑﺨﺶ ﻣﺘﻼ‌ﺷﯽ ﺷﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩﻡ

Think I'm makin' a mistake, but if I decide to break
ﻓﮏ ﮐﻨﻢ ﻣﻦ ﺩﺍﺭﻡ ﯾﻪ ﺍﺷﺘﺒﺎﻫﯽ ﻣﯿﮑﻨﻢ، ﺍﻣﺎ ﺍﮔﻪ ﺗﺼﻤﯿﻢ ﺑﮕﯿﺮﻡ ﺑﺸﮑﻨﻢ

Who will fill the empty space? So...
ﮐﻪ ﻣﯿﺨﻮﺍﺩ ﻓﻀﺎﯼ ﺧﺎﻟﯽ ﺭﻭ ﭘﺮ ﮐﻨﻪ؟ ﭘﺲ...

[Chorus: Halsey]

Now, if I figure this out
Apart from my beating heart
ﺣﺎﻝ ﺍﮔﻪ ﻣﻦ ﺩﺭﮐﺶ ﮐﻨﻢ ﺍﺯ ﻣﯿﺎﻥ ﻗﻠﺐ ﺗﭙﻨﺪﻡ

It's a muscle, but it's still not strong enough to carry the
ﺧﯿﻠﯽ ﺯﻭﺭ ﺩﺍﺭﻩ ﺍﻣﺎ ﻫﻨﻮﺯ ﺍﻭﻧﻘﺪﺭ ﻗﻮﯼ ﻧﯿﺴﺖ ﮐﻪ

Weight of the choices I've made
ﺳﻨﮕﯿﻨﯽ ﺍﻧﺘﺨﺎﺏ ﻫﺎﯾﯽ ﮐﻪ ﮐﺮﺩﻡ ﺭﻭ ﺗﺤﻤﻞ ﮐﻨﻪ

I told you I'd ride this out
ﺑﻬﺖ ﮔﻔﺘﻢ ﮐﻪ ﺍﺯ ﭘﺴﺶ ﺑﺮﻣﯿﺎﻡ

It's gettin' harder every day
ﺷﺮﺍﯾﻂ ﺩﺍﺭﻩ ﻫﺮ ﺭﻭﺯ ﺳﺨﺖ ﺗﺮ ﻣﯿﺸﻪ

Somehow, I'm burstin' out of myself
ﯾﻪ ﺟﻮﺭﺍﯾﯽ ﻣﻦ ﺩﺍﺭﻡ ﺍﺯ ﺩﺭﻭﻥ ﻣﻨﻔﺠﺮ ﻣﯿﺸﻢ

[Outro: Halsey & Kate Winslet]

(Ooh, ooh)
(Ooh, ooh)
Too many guys think I'm a concept, or
ﺧﯿﻠﯽ ﺍﺯ ﻣﺮﺩﺍ ﻓﮏ ﻣﯿﮑﻨﻦ ﻣﻦ ﯾﮏ ﻣﻔﻬﻮﻣﻢ ﯾﺎ

I complete them, or I'm gonna make them alive
ﯾﺎ ﻣﮑﻤﻠﺸﻮﻧﻢ ﯾﺎ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻭﻧﺎ ﺭﻭ ﺯﻧﺪﻩ ﻣﯿﮑﻨﻢ

I'm just a fucked up girl who's lookin' for my own peace of mind
ﻣﻦ ﻓﻘﻂ ﯾﻪ ﺩﺧﺘﺮ ﺩﺍﻏﻮﻧﻢ ﮐﻪ ﺩﻧﺒﺎﻝ ﺁﺭﺍﻣﺶ ﺫﻫﻨﯽ ﺧﻮﺩﺷﻪ

Don't assign me yours
ﻣﻨﻮ ﺑﻪ ﺧﻮﺩﺕ ﺍﺧﺘﺼﺎﺹ ﻧﺪﻩ